This is my youtube channel:  MI CHANEL

I am what you give me

If you give me pain

you will receive pain

If you give me love

I will give you love.

I have not known how to fit in

and even though I can't speak English

I pronounce regular

I don't want to stop trying.

Fear has trapped me all my life

and I have not known how to have relationships with people

people of youtube in my language.

I don't understand metrics, and starting from 0 is what I want. Thanks for this corner. 

I don't invent enemies

but I suck envy

no one reached out a hand

no one I could trust.

I just believe that there may be a chance

 and that there are more people in the world than those successful ones

 who once tried to bring you down. I want to think that there is something beautiful in this. Something beyond a youtube paycheck..... 

there are more people in the world...and I want to meet them.

I once closed my youtube account, it was hard to do, I spoke in Spanish, I had more people gossiping and bad than anything else.  And it took me a while to give myself a chance with people who are far away to feel them close.

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